It looks like I am going to be experiencing the turning of a page. Closing a chapter and beginning another. For some reason getting comfortable in a chapter just isn't part of the journey I am on. Don't read me wrong, I would like to kick back and be comfortable and just live where I am but it hasn't happened very often in my life... especially since, um goodness I cannot even remember! Uh-Oh.
I'm not much of a conscious dreamer. I mean I don't sit around and think about what I want to do or wish I could do. I just have always done what is in front of me and tried to do it well. I did have a few dreams that came to reality. Two great kids. Founded the preschool, ran it, helped lots of families. I never dreamed of going to Africa, but I did... twice. I did dream once about moving to San Luis and did. I don't want to talk about the stuff that happened that was, well, terrible because of course I never dreamed of doing any of it.
But now I have two friends that have challenged me to really think about what I want to do. So I am, really thinking. It is frankly, ... exhausting.
I thought I was where I wanted to be... already, at least for now, but maybe not, maybe not.
I'll keep you posted.
